I have been gearing up for this coming weekend. I will be a vendor at the MesaMusic Festival. I feel like this week is spiraling out of control.
I’m exhausted, I’m still not feeling 100% well, and I have three deadlines I’m meeting this week. So after I weeded through the choice people who decided to judge and criticize me today… I still had 10 things to do before I go into work.
Not going to lie… I’m so fucking tired.
Trying hard to remind myself what to be grateful for today. However… I just want this day to be over.
Sunday is hanging over my head and I’m trying to produce jewelry, design a booth, find all the fixings for a booth( even though I’m broke as a joke) , figure out how to get all this stuff there and load, unload, set up and reload for that day.
My son is willing to help. But… Me and a 13yr old isn’t going to cut it. Lol. It’s going to be interesting that’s for sure. Ugh… All I can do is hope for the best. Fingers crossed.
I did cheat today and have a coffee from Starbucks…
1. I can’t afford it.
2. I’m trying to cut back on caffeine, sugar, fat… Um… Pretty much everything. I need a boost… But I will have to work twice as hard tonight.
18 necklaces made 5lbs down. 1 miracle needed to get through this week 😉