In the middle of Day 2 of competition and I am already exhausted. Long days, late nights, no time to eat or drink or breathe or have potty breaks. … I wish I was kidding. Lol
I’m sitting side stage and my eyes are heavy. How …I’m going to make it until 10:00pm is beyond me.
I’m so happy that my dancers are doing amazing but I would kill for a massage , coffee , a decent meal and a pillow. Lol
I’ve been teaching for over 20 years. These types of weekends never phased me. I could wiz past these weekends without an issue. Now…. Being over 40… Putting in a 17 hour day… Three days in a row… Is a friggin killer.
I also loved the kill of competition. Now… It doesn’t really matter. I don’t want my dances & dancers to look bad. But… I could give a rats ass if they get a huge plastic trophy. If they look good, they feel good, it makes the audience feel good… That’s all I care about.
I’m tired… Someone save me. Lol
Wow… Lots to say this morning. This past week has been loaded with work and other bullshit.
Where do I begin?
Media- I hate it. I loathe waking up in the morning and reading that high school kids are walking around their school with asshole Tshirts on and taking pictures. I hate that people are coming to their defense and saying it was a mistake. I’m sick of toxic people on this earth breeding toxic children. Pull your shit together and be a fucking parent. Your kid will either be fucked up like yourself or grow up to hate you because you’re so fucked up. Stop blaming other people or others actions for your own destructive, ignorant, and toxic behavior.
Irresponsible people- For the past month I’ve encountered so many irresponsible people. One of the places I work is a great example. Nice people, talented people, complete lack of respect for others and zero communication skills. I will definitely be cutting back from there next season because of the many examples of irresponsibility that I’ve been through with them this year. It’s sad because they have a great thing going… But no one really seems to know what’s going on. It’s a bummer.
Trump, Palin & Sheriff Joe- I don’t want to see news articles or reports on these three fucking losers. The three stooges all lined up in front of the public. They are disgusting human beings.
People who don’t stop for school buses or park in handicapped parking spaces- Fuck you ….you worthless pieces of shit.
Last but not least…:
Cowardly men that bash women and make verbal threats – Yes… I had a dance dad go out in to the parking lot I front of other children & parents and say that I’m a “fucking bitch”, “fuck her “, ” fuck this place” , ” I don’t give a shit what she thinks” and the best one ” I’ll show her who the man is” Then… He comes in to my classroom and is always kissing my ass wanting me to small talk and have a conversation with him. Well… He has messed with the wrong “bitch”. I know his of a wife thinks the sun and moon rises in this man’s ass. He talks to her and treats her like garbage. That shit doesn’t fly with me. Oh no. I’m not afraid of any man… I don’t put up with that Neanderthal mentality. I’m just waiting for an opportunity where he walks in to my classroom again wanting to chat it up. There will be a fucking hell storm waiting for him. No one that fucking disrespects me and talks shit about me …. Will walk into my class and be a two face cowardly pussy. If you’re going to talk the talk… You walk the fucking walk. He thinks his mouth is bad and he can talk down to me??? He doesn’t even know the wrath that is waiting for him. I will dismantle and destroy him piece by piece. I’m like a cobra waiting in a dark room waiting to strike.
So that’s my week so far including 10 hour work days. I’m tired, I’m over people, I have a lot to say and I hope I don’t end up in jail after I beat the shit out of this guy.
I am crazy busy … Running from one thing to the next. I’ve been living off of little to no sleep, Starbucks and tears.
Hahaha just kidding . No tears as of yet.
Here’s a tune for today though…
I’ve been soooo busy this weekend!
Getting ready to head out to a MCC basketball game. My dancers are performing at half time.
Then competition all next weekend.
Oh boy…. I’m already tired
Hope everyone is having a wonderful weekend. I will catch up on the blog on Monday.
Hugs n’ kisses! 😘
Ya’ll … Woke up this morning to find that my first batch cracked over night.
( insert pouty sad face here)
Looks like I’ll be back to square one today. The fragrance is fantastic, the feel of them are fantastic ( my skin felt super smooth)… But…. They are cracking! 😕
I am running a ton of errands today… So it looks like I won’t be able to mess with them until tonight.
The next two weekends will be crazy busy! Show this weekend, competition the next weekend. Let the craziness begin!
I’ll keep ya posted on the ” bath bomb” situation.
Make today great! Hugs n’ Kisses 😊❤️
Just throwing out my random thoughts on this beautiful Tuesday morning.
- Why are Weezer Tickets soooo expensive?? I’ve seen them at the State Fair… TWICE!! Now they are playing a decent venue and the tickets are re-dic-u-lous. What the hell guys you didn’t even sell out half of the state fair show?!?!
- I’m soooo over gross men. OVER IT! And YES … To the email I received this morning. I am still not dating anyone.. I said a year and I meant it. I have .. 7 months? … Left of that time frame & I’m sticking to it. Besides with the disgusting and vile pieces of garbage I’ve encountered in the past five months .. I’m suprised I haven’t started playing for the other team. Of course … I can’t stand most women so I guess that wouldn’t work either. My friends ask me if I miss sex. I tell them of course… But I’m saving myself for Luke Perry.
- Speaking of Gross Men….. Recently I have an aquaintance that is currently whoring his wife out to strangers because it turns him on and she wants to make him happy. What the fuck?!?! Ladies..ladies…. What the hell is wrong with you? It’s one thing to have your man run around and cheat and you aren’t aware or are in denial. But…. To have your man act like your pimp so he can get off? That’s just fucking disgusting. I want to smack this woman across the face and say.. Have some self respect AND your man looks like ” captain caveman”. No I’m being serious …. Remember this? Yes…. I’m being serious. That’s what he looks like. Put a fucking pimp hat on him and it would be spot on. Of course that catch is… He gets to bang other women. Ooohhhh of course. My aquaintance is a disgusting piece of shit and his wife a complete dipshit.
- X-Files. Yes I switched gears. I am ecstatic that the Xfiles will be back on the air. I would say this is my big TV moment of the year but I’d be lying. That award belongs to the season 2 premiere of Mr. Robot. A Stellar show! If you aren’t watching it.. You can’t sit with me at lunch.
- Letters… I really would love for the world to get back to writing letters. No… Not for everyday conversations. But… Getting a letter is… I dunno? It just warms my heart. So get on that people.
- I spent all morning working on some new bath bomb recipes. My home smells like Vanilla, Sandalwood & lavender. I want to bottle this scent and take it everywhere I go. My first batch are sitting in their molds now. Excited to see how they will turn out! 💖
So there is where my head is at today. I leave you with a little dance party. Because what’s a day without a dance party? Boring … That’s what!
Today has been… A flurry of things.
I meditated for an extra 15 min today.
I am positive that today will turn around and things will look up.
Hope everyone has a good day and things turn around for the best.
This afternoon I played around with a new bath bomb recipe. I’m really digging it. I’m going to put it all together tonight! I’m pretty excited 😊
Well… I leave you with this song because it’s been floating in my head since this morning. Why this song? Because sometimes things don’t work out, sometimes you want something or someone and life says you can’t. So you smile and let life carry on … But it doesn’t mean you don’t care about it/them. You just have to let life run its course and make the best out of everything. But… You can still dream or wish on stars. It’s always ok to do that. 😊✨✨✨✨
Day 1 of convention is finished.
I’m so tired… It was an early morning for me. I have to back there in less than 12 hours for Day 2!
Tomorrow I’m multitasking at the convention. I have computer work to do …Going to get my website started.
The Scottsdale Resort is beautiful. I wish I could have stayed there but it is a bit too pricey. The grounds are very nice though. I may have to put it on my list and stay there in the future.
I came home, made some garlic bread, did my nightly cleansing and moisturizing, returned emails, and now I’m off to bed.
I finish my night with this tune. Why…. You may ask? Because it’s been on my mind.