One more day…I’m outta here.

I’ve never been so happy to get the hell out of Arizona. A weekend away is seriously what I needed.  Can’t wait to get on the road and drive!

I was getting to the point that everything and everyone was getting on my nerves. Work stress, financial stress, bummed out about things… that’s no way to live.  So it’s time to leave.  Yes… part of this is a working trip but for the most part , I’ll have a lot of free time. 

My dancers are performing in California Adventure on Saturday, April 1st  @ 7:30pm

If you have the Busker App…. you can view the whole show.  Find me on Busker  @hizzy.   I won’t be busking the show but it will be on my account.  We’ll be snapping the whole event as well on Snapchat @hizzy5678.

It’s been awhile since I’ve gotten away and been awhile since I’ve been to Disney.  I simply can not wait to go! 

I’ve been pretty much hiding out from people the past 5 months.  I ventured out one Saturday night and atttended 2 different parties. No good. I was the only single person at both parties.  That was fun. I’m being sarcastic ofcourse.  I stopped dating 5 months ago. Everytime I tried to date someone I was just completely disinterested.  Boring, predictable, lame….no thanks. Ive completely Lost faith in men … well people in general actually.  I just trusted someone and let my guard down a bit and now I’m regretting it. Harsh words can cut through muscle & bone and cut straight in to the soul.   Not good . 

I’m looking forward to venturing out and getting some fresh air.  Just unwind and let my guard down a bit. I’m tired of putting up a fight and I’m also tired of crying myself to sleep every other night.  It’s time to at least have a couple days of sun, fun and friends. 

This will ALWAYS be my ” Cali vacation” song….  


Coffee & Cheerios

Good morning. Hope you all are having a great start to your day!

I am ass dragging today.  Almost nodded off face first in to my bowl of very tasty Very Berry Cheerios this morning.  

They were scrumptious! However, I knew I needed coffee. Since I’m broke as a joke at this present time….I did not make a Starbucks run. I went somewhere else. Took one sip and gagged.  Needless to say a whole cup of iced coffee got sent to the trash. 

Has anyone else had a hard time feeling fully awake lately? I’ve had allergy issues for about two weeks now.  My friends of all complained of the same thing.  Allergies seem to be kicking everyone’s ass lately. 

I need to find a morning routine that wakes me up and cuts out the coffee.  Ugh…. I can’t believe I just said that!  However, I know I need to cut back on the caffeine. What is your morning routine? What gets you up and ready and out the door?

My biggest problem… going to bed too late. I probably get around 6 hours of sleep a night.  They say you shouldn’t watch TV, do computer work or play on your phone st least 1.5 or 2 hours before bed.  Seriously?  2 hours?  Here’s the deal. I work evenings. I come home , have dinner ( another thing you’re not suppose to do right before bed) , then I catch up on emails or messages. Then I will probably watch the peeps on the Busker App for about an hour. Next thing you know… it’s after 11pm.   I envy those people that get 8 hours of sleep a night… ENVY!  How many hours of sleep do you get a night? 

If you want to share your morning or night routines that help you… pass them along!

Hope your day is great & you get plenty of rest! 😊

Oh… Hello There

Dusting the cobwebs off this baby. It’s been a hectic and crazy time lately.  I haven’t forgotten about this little corner of the world … just haven’t had the time to venture to it. 

So …hello again -to those that follow this blog and hello there- to the newbies😊

Let’s start with your ” me ” time.

What do you do … for you?  You deserve time for yourself. Even if that means cutting time from someone or something else. I find if I don’t refill my cup… I am no good to anyone for the week.  Sometimes I get carried away with my ” me” time and get a little lazy…. hello Sundays?  However, I make time for me by making a Starbucks run, calling my Aunt and having a chat, going to the zoo, hiking trails or running around town playing Pokémon Go with my son.  If I’m feeling Uber stressed … I try to cut what I’m doing and take some time for myself.  If you REALLY need some time but can’t figure out what or how … go to your App Store ASAP and download the Insight Timer app.  It’s fantastic. A ton of different mediations and an excellent hypnotherapy session for sleep.  If you can’t sleep… this app is for you. I’ve been using it for a year now. It’s brilliant.  

Who doesn’t get stressed over finances? That’s right… NO ONE .  These past few weeks I’ve been a stressfest. However, I’ve tried to stay positive & proactive. Plus… it helps that I leave on a working vacation in a handful of days.  My four day work week and then off to California with my kiddo and 40 of my students.  So I truly can’t complain. However, I’m currently working two jobs, have my own online store and I’m dog sitting.  Work , work , work and still struggle , struggle, struggle.  What do you do to help alleviate your financial stress? 

Stress, worry, doubt, frustration…. we ALL go through it. How you deal with it is the end game.  Some days I feel like I’m doing awesome other days I’m like … ” what the hell am I doing with my life??” 

Stress is tough but keep your chin up and keep fighting for ” your ” better day. Because if you don’t fight for what’s yours and make yourself a priority at times… you will be on an uphill struggle.  I’d rather claw my way to the top and slide back down.. at least it’s more fun. 😊


Go out & get the life you deserve!💖

Today 😢

So today was rough, scary, sad, frustrating ..

Make a long story short… here’s the highlights. 

New car battery

New Tire

A man tried to get in my car when I was at a red light

I’m tired

My heart hurts 

I am completely freaked out by today .. if he would have gotten in my car and I vanished.. would anyone know I was gone or care? 

That will be the question that keeps me up for the next week.

Busker Moves….

So… I’m reaching out to all my loves on my blog , social media and live stream platforms to vote for me ( Hizzy )  at the Busker Moves talent competition.  Next Wednesday – March 15th @ 7pm PT 

My dancers and I are competing against three other contestants. One song … four different interpretations of it. 

I believe we are first around 7:10 PT

Where can you find this glorious competition ?? On the BEST live stream app available … Busker!! 

Please tune in and vote. I would appreciate it! 😘

Tonight tonight…

Sitting here waiting to go to our performance.  My dancers are performing at MCC tonight during halftime of the playoffs there.  

It’s been a weird day. It’s dragged yet it feels like it’s going fast… is that possible?? Haha 

Today I feel like I’m in slow motion and the world is on fast forward. 

Only a handful of days and I’ll be on spring break!  Disney in three weeks!  My dancers are performing April 1st there. Should be fun!!  

Next week my dancer are competing in a live stream talent competition. I will go into detail about that later. 

Also … a ” mushy” post is coming too. Haha

Alright … gotta get moving. Hope you are moving and life is treating ya good.  You are awesome…  thank you for the kind emails. I haven’t disappeared…I’ve just been super busy. We’ll catch up soon!  

Muah!   Have a great day! You deserve it! 

Where am I?

I am in this place of my life where I have so much to do, so much on my mind, so many things I don’t want in my life, and what I want in my life.

Work/ Finance:   I’m trying to push my online store.  It hasn’t been easy. I would love to just work on my business and not work for someone else. 

Relationships:  I’ve pretty much given up.  I don’t trust ANYONE and when someone does try to get close to me… I find an excuse to exit out really quick.  I’m easily annoyed when they don’t understand my movie quotes or when they tell me what music they listen to. I know … I know… but I just can’t.  

Family:  I’m over it. I don’t really speak to my family. I find them extremely toxic and exhausting and I have eliminated that kind of negativity from my life. Because really … who needs it? 

Me:  I am a work in progress. I’m ok with that.  I have finally found my self worth though. That means a lot to me. 

Yes. I’ve eliminated a lot from my life.  

Yes. I’ve isolated myself during this process.

Yes. It gets pretty lonely. But… it has been worth it to really take time to work on me and what I want out of life. 

It’s a journey…but without the down side, you can’t have an upside. 

I’m focused and I’m determined.

This scene…

If I had to pick one scene…. it would be this one.  The feeling of watching someone walk away when all you want to do is hold them near.

Too bad my heart is so destroyed, my soul so dimmed, and my will completely killed .. to the point where none of it matters.   

Love is a joke. A scam. A punishment 

This eternal nightmare… taunting me of once upon a time. It’s dead 

I look in the mirror and see nothing. Just a stupid girl that believed that love would win. In the end… it just ripped me to shreds and left me for dead.  Just bones to be picked by vultures.  Eyes dead.  Heart dead. Hope dead.   

No one gives a shit. I’m nobody and they were everything.  Life doesn’t care about good. Life doesn’t care about love.  Life doesn’t care about me.  

I will never be the same