Well… i have been pretty much hiding myself away for months and not letting anyone in.
For the past 6 Months … I’ve been holding back someone. Being very cautious not to let him get too close.
About 3 weeks a go I decided to let my guard down and let him in. Only to find out …he was exactly what I was afraid of to begin with. Why do men covet , conquer then walk away? Ego ? I don’t know.
So now… once again… I feel like an idiot for letting someone close to me. Seriously this happens too many times. It’s obvious there’s something wrong with me. I’m obviously broken…. or something is super off with me that I attract these types of people.
I seriously fucking give up