I tried to move forward. Just when I think I can …. I move backwards. My heart refuses to move. Refuses to let anyone else in.
It’s sad. It’s lonely. It’s angry. It’s stuck.
Every time someone wants to get close … I run. Petrified? Maybe. Untrusting ? Most likely. Most of all… no one compares to the one my heart adores.
Suffering in silence just breaks me even more. Pieces scattered like a crystal vase hitting a wall. There are so many pieces… where does one start?