It’s just too much to think about
It’s too much to feel
It’s hard to let go when you’ve been hanging on for so long
I use to think we could conquer the world when your fingers connected with mine.
Hand in hand we were suppose to take on the world.
Fuck … I miss you. I miss you so much
But I’ve been under water stretching out my hand for far too long
The air has run out.
When falling lifeless to the bottom .. I realized what is important and that I was not.
Staring on the floor looking through the miles of water over me looking to the sky… I have a few thoughts. I hope you are happy and someone let’s you know everyday how incredible you are. I hope someone cherishes you every morning. I hope you hold hands and take on the world.
Yes. Finally I have a weekend ALL to myself and I want to get the hell out of my place. Because if I don’t…. I will work. And I don’t want to work on my weekend off.
Anyone have a beach house, condo, rental… anything? That I can escape to???? If I don’t hide… my boss will find me and throw more work on me.
Help me obi-Wan Kenobi… you’re my only hope. 😬
I need to run away for a bit
So.. I haven’t really posted too much on here. I’m afraid with my schedule these days I’m not able to. I won’t be deleting this account but I won’t really be blogging too much anymore. 🙁. I’ve been busy with work and working on my online store.
I appreciate all of you that have commented , liked and emailed me. Thank you for your support and sweet words. I appreciate you.
I will be focusing more of my free time to SnapChat, Instagram, and live streaming on Busker
Here’s where you can catch me:
❤️Instagram : Hizzy5678
❤️Busker : Hizzy
Check out my online store full of homemade natural bath products and fun gifts. blissesnkisses.com
Thank you again and I wish all the happiness in the world do you! 😊❤️😘❤️
Well… i have been pretty much hiding myself away for months and not letting anyone in.
For the past 6 Months … I’ve been holding back someone. Being very cautious not to let him get too close.
About 3 weeks a go I decided to let my guard down and let him in. Only to find out …he was exactly what I was afraid of to begin with. Why do men covet , conquer then walk away? Ego ? I don’t know.
So now… once again… I feel like an idiot for letting someone close to me. Seriously this happens too many times. It’s obvious there’s something wrong with me. I’m obviously broken…. or something is super off with me that I attract these types of people.
I seriously fucking give up
…. and I’m not really in love. ( little Cure humor for ya)
I have an extremely busy night so I’m having a very chill morning.
I’m at my Morning dog sitting job but the pup is asleep. So…. it’s time to play music and relax. I love this mash up…. check it out!
Have a fun & safe weekend! 💋 💕
Lets chat about your favorite apps & their latest updates.
What’s your favorite updates from this past week?
Mine has been Busker & Snap Chat.
The updates are fantastic! Better look, easier to look up content, and a shit load of other fun and exciting things.
What is your fave app on social media?
Do you use it to promote your business or for recreational purposes?
Are you ready for live streaming to take over?
When you get free time … what social media app do you go to? Or what app in general to you go to?
There are so many wonderful and creative apps to choose from!
Is it too much knowledge under One finger? Or do you feel like it’s relevant if not necessary in the world that we live in today?
It’s a beautiful day here in Arizona!
Today I ventured out to Mesa to spend the day with friends.
Massage, Facial, Lunch with friends…. need I say more? It was amaze-balls !
I have a bit of a grudge against Mesa. However, I put away my grievances and drove out there.
Driving down Lindsay Rd to Brown …. passing familiar streets…. passing familiar houses …. fighting the urge to flip off Mountain View High School. Haha!! It’s hard not to feel a little bit of nostalgia.
I had a fantastic massage and facial followed by a delicious lunch with friends at Flancers.
Days like this really make you stop and think about what’s good in your life. Things could be much worse. I truly appreciate the people in my life.
Feeling full from lunch, relax from the massage, and have a happy heart… I finish my afternoon contemplating a nap. I wanted to buy flowers to bring home… A finishing touch to the afternoon. However, I could not find anything that wasn’t roses. Must be left over from Mother’s Day.
Oh well.. maybe some other day?
I think I’ll catch a cat nap before heading in to work.
It truly is a beautiful day